5:19 by Matt Wertz

I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you

That I'm ok

July came, I thought I had it all together

Until you said 

"I need some space"

Truth be told

It's so hard to wait

One eye on the clock

And one on the phone

It's 5:19....

I'm feeling alone

If I could talk to you

I'd want you to know 

I'm holding loose

But ain't letting go.

We both know that I could think myself dizzy

Right now I'm spinning around

You said, "baby, don't worry"

But I just miss you right now

I said, I miss you right now

One eye on the clock

And one on the phone

It's 5:19....

I'm feeling alone

If I could talk to you

I'd want you to know 

I'm holding loose

But ain't letting go.

Baby, take all the time you need

I just want you to know

I'll be here, waiting

With one eye on the clock

And one on the phone

It's 5:19....

I'm feeling alone

If I could talk to you

I'd want you to know 

I'm holding loose

But ain't letting go.

(x2)

ooooo....

Ain't letting go

i love this song, because it describes me at all.

poor me, but love talks :(

sometimes i'm asking myself, why i still struggling that much? but i have no answer.

every little things he did, even it hurts me too bad, i just have to wait and believe love will heal it.

pathetic me, but i'm quite sure, love has its own way back to home.

love is great, isn't it?

fight for life, dear little sweet friend.

I just shed my tears while reading this article on http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=6760529

people found this dying koala beside its mommy, and its mommy's already died

this baby koala was shot, 15 bullets was lodged in its body. :(

the doctors tried so hard to safe the baby koala.

i really criticize the person who shot this baby koala.

get well soon dear little baby koala :)

life love story

p.s : thanks to my super "ebii" for everything. 

thanks for the patience..

thanks for the living guide..

so that, i could learn how to grow up.

something interesting!

i wanna tell you something that makes me paid much attention lately, i just felt in love with cake. omg! i'm wondering to take some baking course, and i'll share it here someday, just pray for my another-interesting-dream! 

but, i have to buy some important things (ehmm..) seems i need much money for these interesting stuffs :(

first, i need this microwave-oven, i've check it, and find that SHARP Electric Oven SO-181 is the best for beginners. isn't it? (but why i just find the grilled chicken on the advertising of this oven, but it's okay, people choose it!)

second, this mixer is the must-buy item for making a cake. i just ask my auntie and she said, SHARP is the good choice for beginners, it's not too expensive.

(but i haven't check the price yet)

the third is "aneka loyang", i think i could bring it from my home, my mommy and my auntie have a lot of "loyang" and i think better if they bequeath those "loyang" for me. lol. ( I'll rob my mommy and my autie. HAHAHA )

another things i have to buy are "timbangan kue" and "sendok pengukur"

Omg, seems that i'll spend all my "chinese new year" money for those things. but, i think it's my dream, so why don't i fight for it?

dare to dream is dare to make it real!

Mery is turning 20!

Happy Birthday my dearest Mery Natalia.

she's already 20 yo. (look at her, she's so happy with those 2 and 0 candles) lol

wishing her for an outstanding year!

I wore an old dress, i just make those lace by tripling the lace up,

and you see, it was so cute!

Girls in action :)

you know what the hell is the girls doing while they're meeting up?

absolutely TAKING PHOTOS! lol.

Anyway, i haven't give mery a present yet.

i have no idea what i should buy for her.

i'll find it soon. and hope she'll like it.

Zoey Deschanel

cute as always :)

I really adore her.

she always reminds me of daddy's little girl. isn't she?

loveliest place !

I love the sea, the birds, the wind, the clouds, and everything about a beach.

i just feel peace by hearing the water sound, feel happy to see the birds flying around.

i just simply heart to being there, at a beach.

photograph by Edwin Setiadi

The photos was taken by my ebii.

actually it's for the my friend's make up portfolio but i think i have to shared it here.

so that people know exactly the make up artist and the photographer are so talented. lol.

little things for little dreamers.

sometimes, all we have to do is giving ourself a lil thing called PRESENT.

for ME and from Me.

find out what you want and fight for it.

trust me, it's more precious while you got this lil thing from YOU.

Time After Time

time flies..

 and we're not all the same..

but when we're getting older we'll meet each other,sharing kisses and moments..

we'll realize, the sweet things in life would never change.

we called it friendship..

Eat, Play, Laugh

Mei, Me, Ella :)

sweet friends from makassar

Tisya,Delin,Lia,Elsa,Me :)

i'm wearing a black bodycon skirt, yellow blouse, charles and keith shoes.

Super girls nite out :)

at Canteen, Plaza Indonesia

BBQ girls

red dress, yellow electric forever 21 tank top :)

for the BBQ party with accounting pals

We had so much fun.

gossiping, cooking, eating, etc

and when we're graduate, we'll take a look at these photos, and smile.. 

cheers!

The Super Friends of Mine

Meli, Vie, Me :)

attending a birthday dinner at Campus, Menara Imperium

leopard vest from mom, unbranded high waist skirt, and leopard ZARA heels

for a semi formal dinner

xoxo

Another Sweet Little Love

The Peak, Lembang, Bandung

Spent another lovely weekend with my super "ebii"

Lovely moment in lovely place

High waist blue denim, Forever 21 tank-top, and a super big loose jacket

could be the right stuffs :)

Too Sweet To Forget : Childhood

they are some of my treasures.

the super things i've found.

and the super precious things i've seen.

so i don't wanna lost them.

My Little Prince

His name is Obin, he's already 1 yo.

he's cute, doesnt he?

so happy having him as my cute little prince.

hoho..

Zara dress and pink Yuan vest :)

enjoying the day-off at Ancol 

The Sweet Escape !

I do love BALI. what about you?

don't you love the sands? 

i'm on the left side.

wearing the Zara summer dress and unbranded jeans vest.

simple stuff for the super holiday with my girls.

xoxo

hot high-waist pant, balinese unbranded top, sunglasses, Chanel maxi bag, and charles and keith sandal

adorable stuff for adorable holiday :) 

Tanah Lot Temple :)

Saranam Resort, Bedugul.

Enjoy the lunch with th rice field view around you

it was so much fun!

unbranded maxy dress for summer.

love it? huh? i do fall in with this dress since the first time i saw it.

xoxo

First Post

 Everyone loves cupcakes, and so do I. Hope you guys love this sweet things i shared.

xoxo.

p.s : it's my first time blogging. :)

sweet things for a special one.

i gave this lovely cake to my loveliest one on his birthday 2 years ago

13.11.09 :)

he really deserves it!

let the cupcakes express your heart!